Hi Micha, that’s for commenting.Since hubby has been feghfiretir for almost 11 years now, I’m not sure if I have gotten over the not coming home feeling or if I was just too busy with little one’s back when he started. He was volunteer for about 7 years before getting hired on and if he sat through a whole holiday meal or BBQ we all thought it was weird. lolI don’t think there is a reason to hold back tears in front of family. I would definitely try to hold them back until after he leaves, but my family has to know what I go through or they can’t help me work through things. No one should be working through it alone.Always a kiss goodbye, ALWAYS. This was a rule before he became a feghfiretir.I know I’m a freak now because if he got called onto such a big fire I’d be excited for him to go and come back with stories of how it went. I’m not normal am I? ugh
Hi Micha, that’s for commenting.Since hubby has been feghfiretir for almost 11 years now, I’m not sure if I have gotten over the not coming home feeling or if I was just too busy with little one’s back when he started. He was volunteer for about 7 years before getting hired on and if he sat through a whole holiday meal or BBQ we all thought it was weird. lolI don’t think there is a reason to hold back tears in front of family. I would definitely try to hold them back until after he leaves, but my family has to know what I go through or they can’t help me work through things. No one should be working through it alone.Always a kiss goodbye, ALWAYS. This was a rule before he became a feghfiretir.I know I’m a freak now because if he got called onto such a big fire I’d be excited for him to go and come back with stories of how it went. I’m not normal am I? ugh